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For the first time, I heard it, a shattering noise, crackling pieces inside my soul. The pain is ever lasting, just increases as time passes by, whoever said that time is the best healer. I wonder . . . I forgive, I try to keep myself busy, but I can't seem to stop thinking of him. Mixed feelings, apprehension . . .  I don' know. Am I angry at you for walking away, or am I waiting for you to come back? I know you were lying to me all the while, but I choose to believe you. All time low, crazy, makes me dizzy. Tears brim , never seem to dry up . . . I turn to God for solace and prayer, no respite, yet. I see my world falling apart, right here, I can touch the pieces, but I can't do anything about it. I am helpless. I don't want to drown in self-pity, I want to be happy, smile, and spread warmth, but you never cease to take over me. I see so many faces around me, oblivion to all that I feel because I have a plastic smile. The strum of the guitar, the slightest vision of light, soft melodious notes, the dreams at night, all of them, all of them are filled with him. It is not possible to fake happiness and peace . . .                     WARM REGARDS, Akhtar khatri *****help what we can with others in need...the world is ONE big family*****   ALL THE MAILS POSTED BY ME R NOT MY PROPERTY, ALL R TAKEN FROM NET, IF SOMETHING IS COPYRIGHTED PLZ INFORM ME, SO THAT I MAY NOT POST THE MATERIAL IN THE FUTURE

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